Hello people, I’m going into the plane soon. I’m mad tired, if you follow my tweets. See you guys after a few days with MBS and hk photos. :)

(love you :D)

大人的世界截然不同。

刚刚踏入二十一岁的日子不多，可是问题却一而再再而三的发生。

会为了逃避而借酒消愁，原本不是我的作风。

经过二叔的事件后，我不想再为了逃避而灌酒，因为酒已让我想起了他的离去。

偶尔会觉得遗憾，为何他的离去会那么的快？

我觉得这次，我真的错了。

想弥补，却再也办不到了。

我只好带着遗憾，只愿您在天堂能自由自在地飞。

全部的东西已经渐渐开始淡化。

虽然不是最完美的结果，但是我依然会面对。

我是知道答案的。

最终都要面对，不如现在就开始面对吧！

Now, what’s wrong?

I don’t know whether you will have any actions but all I know that I’m in a total confuse state.

爱得太真，太容易让自己牺牲，太容易不顾一切满是伤痕。。。

是我太笨，明知道你是错的人，明知道这不是缘份。。。

可是我不愿放弃这里面的一点点可能。

Don’t know whether you’re the wrong guy. But to me, even if you’re the wrong guy, you’re wrong in the way that you don’t belong to me. It’s not that you’re badass.

I know that you don’t like to treat people (especially girls) too nice because you’re afraid that they will take you for granted and eventually you’ll be fucked up. I know deep in your heart, you still care for people, just that after so much that you’re been through, you become more careful, or rather, feeling jaded to treating girls so nicely. You’re just avoiding disappointments. I know, I know you. I really understand you. Maybe you think that I’m one of those girls who will take things for granted as well…

I just wanna say that, I still hold feelings for you. Please don’t think that it’s just an infatuation, no it’s not. Before confession, after confession, and even right now, the feelings just get stronger. Shiate. It ain’t supposed to be like that. I can’t hold it any stronger, otherwise I’ll hurt more.

I know you said that everything starts from friends. But please think for me as well, you think I can really treat you like JUST a friend? I’m already treating you more than just friend. But I’m just hiding everything within myself, because I know that currently, we are just friends. I won’t overdo anything, I won’t force you.

But………. please let me know one day if we’re just impossible.

However, I guess you don’t even bother. Let’s see whether you’ll wish me before I get on the plane. Most probably, a no. I’m tired of all this. And your ” DONT’ BOTHER (: ” really enlighten me. Perhaps I know what the shit I should do.

Why? Why must I get to know you?